The begining of 15 months sure has had it's obstacles. It's just me and you at the house, daddy now has his own apartment. The begining of this month was the first night that I spent apart from you, because you went to stay the night with daddy. It was such an akward feeling waking up and knowing you weren't there. I couldn't wait for your dad to bring you home.
You can repeat almost everything I say including two syllable words. You have some two syllable words for a long time like Lonnie but now you are really progressing with your speech.
1/27/12
You are still calling for the Christmas tree. "Tree, tree treeeee" Last Sunday I found you behind the couch with a drpepper can you had stole out of the trash. I took it and went to put it back in the trash and found that after taking the can you had replaced it with your two socks. Last Saturday you had your first over night stay with someone other then mommy and daddy. You stayed with Aunt Bonnie and seemed to have a good time. Oh and your favorite word right now is don't.
Monday, January 9, 2012
Divorce
Well Daphne I hope one day you will understand what I'm about to tell you, believe me it is not easy. I want to be honest with you about everything in our lives, hoping you can respect me and share the same honesty with me.
We all make mistakes in life, there will always be decisions you wish you could change, but the truth is you can't go back in time. You must accept the present, let go of the past and look forward to the future.
Dec 10th 2011, was the day things got out of hand. It breaks my heart to know the pain I caused your dad, but it was a mutual pain through out the years. We have decided to divorce, it doesn't mean we don't love each other. Just means we are no longer in love with each other and that things are not going to work out. We both love you more then anything and regardless of our relationship with each other you will always be our priority.
There is a quote I want you to remember about this, it's something that makes me realize it's all ok. "I believe that everything happens for a reason. People change so that you can learn to let go, things go wrong so you can learn to appreciate them when they're right, you believe lies so you eventually you learn to trust no one but yourself, and sometimes good things fall apart so better things can fall together."
-Marilyn Monroe
Everything in life is meant to happen, whether we like it or not, whether we understand it or not, whether it's good or bad, it was all meant to be.
1/12/12
I realized that God blessed me with this beautiful angel that I want to give the world to. It's gonna take alot of blood sweat and tears but I promise you baby girl you will have all you've ever wanted. And together we will make it thru this and be stronger better people for it.
We all make mistakes in life, there will always be decisions you wish you could change, but the truth is you can't go back in time. You must accept the present, let go of the past and look forward to the future.
Dec 10th 2011, was the day things got out of hand. It breaks my heart to know the pain I caused your dad, but it was a mutual pain through out the years. We have decided to divorce, it doesn't mean we don't love each other. Just means we are no longer in love with each other and that things are not going to work out. We both love you more then anything and regardless of our relationship with each other you will always be our priority.
There is a quote I want you to remember about this, it's something that makes me realize it's all ok. "I believe that everything happens for a reason. People change so that you can learn to let go, things go wrong so you can learn to appreciate them when they're right, you believe lies so you eventually you learn to trust no one but yourself, and sometimes good things fall apart so better things can fall together."
-Marilyn Monroe
Everything in life is meant to happen, whether we like it or not, whether we understand it or not, whether it's good or bad, it was all meant to be.
1/12/12
I realized that God blessed me with this beautiful angel that I want to give the world to. It's gonna take alot of blood sweat and tears but I promise you baby girl you will have all you've ever wanted. And together we will make it thru this and be stronger better people for it.
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