First day at daycare and first day back at work

Oh Daphne today and the days leading up to today have been hard. Last night (11/28/10) I didn't/couldn't go to sleep until almost midnight. You were up from 3:40 to after 4:30 and I woke up at 5:30 to get ready for work. Getting your bags packed last night for daycare was very hard and once I finally laid down for bed I cried like a little baby thinking about having to leave you today. I got you to daycare about 7:15, I had to go back to the house and get your milk that I had forgotten and finally left you there for the day at 7:30. Saying goodbye to you was really hard, I feel like I have put you in jail. All morning I tried not to think about you because it makes it harder to get through the day. I was going to come visit you at lunch, but you were asleep and I didn't want to wake you. It is almost 3 and I can't wait until five when I can come get you. I don't think I will put you down once I get you. I feel like I am missing out. Well enough for now, the more I think of you the more I miss you and I don't want to cry anymore. Mommy loves you baby girl.