So my attitude has totally changed from the last post I wrote to you, but I think this constant changing of feeling is something to be expected. Today I woke up feeling great, honestly if it wasn't for you being a wiggle worm this morning, I would feel as though I wasn't pregnant. I don't know if I slept better last night, I slept on my tummy which kept my back from hurting, or if I was just more relaxed. I feel a little less stressed because I checked a few things off of my to-do list this weekend. This morning I felt great, like I could go run a mile or so, but I won't because I don't want to shake you up. I think you have also "droped" so to speak, you have definitely changed position. It is easier to get up off the couch/bed and bend over again. You are not real low yet though because I am not waddling yet.
It's a weird feeling because I don't feel you as high anymore and I have more belly fat lower where you are, so I find myself thinking is she still there is she ok, but then you move and I'm like ok it's not a dream you really do have a baby inside of you. I know this sounds crazy since I have had you for 34 weeks, had several doctor appointments, seen you several times, heard you more than that and feel you everyday but sometimes I ask myself, "Is this real, am I really going to be a mommy soon." I think even once you are here and I hold you I will still be asking myself could this really be true, can I really be this blessed?
Daddy and I finally got that dag nab swing taken apart and returned. We got you a smaller swing that is pink and portable. I keep feeling a little guilty because the new swing cost less but all of the money from the old swing was spent on you. Plus the new swing is a travel swing so we can bring it with us when we go places. We also bought you a diaper wipe warmer, even though daddy thinks it is crazy and says he has never heard of it. I keep asking him if he would want a cold wipe on his bottom in the middle of the night. Maybe we won't need it, but if we do you have it. We also picked up a few other little things you needed, clothes, hairbrush, thermometer, hair bows etc. Daddy looked for you some more shoes, but didn't find any he liked, but he did get you a pair of sunglasses. I think we have you everything you need, now I just have to get a few personal things and we will be set. Daddy also bought you a pig toy!
I have begun packing the diaper bag for the hospital and have a couple of bathroom things packed for me. All of your blankets have been washed. All of the towels, bibs and burp cloths that I have opened have also been washed. I am hesitant on opening everything until you get here. Daddy and I put together the glider and moved it to your room, it is very comfortable. I secured a couple of the things on your walls, need to get some more nails to finish it. We also tested out the monitors and they work well. Still need to wash your clothes and finish organizing everything, but had a priddy productive weekend.
One of the most difficult tasks left to do is make Roscoe an outside dog. I feel bad making Roscoe go outside because I know he likes being inside, but he sheds too much. I've gotten use to Roscoe following me around every where in the house. Sometimes he gets in my way, but it makes me feel good that he loves me that much, and it breaks my heart making him stay outside, but it's what I have to do to keep you safe.
Last week at your the doctor appointment your heart beat was 153, that's a little higher than it had been recently but still normal. You are still measuring right on and by the doctor feeling my belly it seems you are head down!!!!!!!!!! I know you could still move around/flip over, but it comforts me thinking you are head down, not breech and we don't need to worry about a c-section.
Ok, I guess that is enough for today, love ya little girl!
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