I think of you all day when I am not with you and look at your pics often. I never thought I could have so much love for one little person. You have changed me for the better and made me a very happy person. I never thought I would have kids, but now I don't know how I would live without you. At night you move around so much in your crib that it's like a game finding you. I love going in your room in the middle of the night and seeing how you have turned yourself. You must wiggle around like a little worm b/c i have you wrapped up in your swaddle blanket and you can't move your arms. Wrapping you up is the only way that you sleep soundly.
So it really breaks my heart that I only get a few hours with you a day while you are awake. The last two nights you have not slept through the night, you have woken up once a night for a few minutes. I think it's God giving me a few extra moments with you, I wouldn't mind getting no sleep at night if I just got a little more time with you. Sometimes I think you are going to think Mrs. Judy is your mom and not me, daddy and everyone else keeps telling me that won't happen but it's hard leaving you with another woman for so long each day.
This week you really love eating the palm of your hand. Last week it was your fingers.
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